Every day is a painful battle not just to my Mom who is literally in pain but for us too. We have this emotional pain every time she cries and screams when she’s in pain. If we could just do anything about it, it won’t be hard for us.
Having your loved ones diagnosed with cancer is not damn easy. You have to be strong not just because of the ‘possibilities‘ but with the emotional pain it brings. It’s harder than I thought. I am the one who is hard to wake up when I am asleep but not anymore. Since my Mom was diagnosed with cancer, I actually wake up every time she cries and every time she screams even if it’s 2 or 3 o’clock in the morning. And I hate it. Not because she disturbed me while I was asleep, but because of the fact that I can’t do anything about it. She cries in pain every single day and it breaks my heart every time. No. It actually kills me. Deep inside.